My daughter is arriving this evening for a few days, so have been busy preparing for her visit. Cleaning, cooking and baking her favourite chocolate cake. The time has passed quickly and only now as I sit down with a cuppa have I thought about smoking. When will I finally stop missing them? Should I get some NRT or carry on cold turkey? As I have gone 22 days now completely nicotine free perhaps I would be foolish to buy anything containing nicotine, especially as they are so outrageously expensive here in Spain. Just would love to feel relaxed again, but I will not cave in however uptight I feel. Drunk my cuppa had my little winge on here now must get on and forget mr nickodemon at least till the next time he pops his nasty little head up.