Well i can honestly say that these past two days have been absolute torture!! Things have been going ok, then bang, constant mind numbing full on pain in the arse craves that wont let up or give me peace for a second. I,ve slept nearly all weekend cos im so tired, only waking up to stuff my face by eating everything in sight. I Keep binning all the 'just go and buy fags' thoughts, but honestly its wearing me out!!! I look like crap, and feel like a total mental patient!!
Why is this happening now?? I thought things were meant to get easier!
Sorry for the rant, but i am raging!!!