Well I had a brilliant weekend and a fantastic morning this morning.
I actually believe in my heart that I am beating this monster!
But, as people have said before, what a rollercoaster ride!
I felt sooo good this morning it was ridculous!
I wanted to sing and shout it from the rooftops that I've stopped! I mean it really did feel unbelievably good!
But then about an hour ago I had a massive slump!
I mean major depression.
It wasn't a crave I just felt so empty and sad...
Is this quite normal peeps?
Is it just another thing to get through?
I must admit as I'm typing this I'm starting to feel better about myself again. Perhaps its just a biological thing?
I assume the brain isn't supposed to be that happy all the time or on a constant high and just pulls itself back down again?!?
Anyway, time for something to eat and look at some pictures of my new bike while I wait for it to be delivered! hehe!
Take care all