It's getting harder to remember why or how I was able to smoke 20 cigarettes a day.
At this point, a pack a day seems like a LOT of cigarettes - and yet, that has almost always been my consumption when I smoked.
Twenty times a day I had a craving? How could this be?
I know I liked one when I got up in the morning, and with my coffee, and after each meal, and once or twice in the morning and afternoon, and once or twice in the evening, but even so, that doesn't add up to 20!
I suppose I should include the ones with the phone calls, the ones when I'm taking out the trash or whatever, the one or two after sex (:)) but still, 20?
Well, I know it was true, and I find it a sign of progress that I can't imagine how I could have twenty occasions to smoke a cigarette in a day - let alone in every day.
Just a thought!