Day 5. Good or bad

Well i have got to day 5 and have a feeling today is going to be a bad day.

Had a funeral to go to yesterday and got roped in to help with the refreshments for the wake.

All went fine untill i was offered a cig. Declined it but ever since then they have really been playing on my mind. I have this little voice in my ear saying well she has already had cancer and she is still smoking why shouldn't I have one as well.

I really want this quit but the urge is so strong just to go and get 10.

Really going to have to fight it. Patch on, inhaluater (not sure how spelt) in pocket and boiled sweets on my desk at work.

Will be back later to report.

Jane

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  • hi jane

    dont give in you are so close to the end of hell week next week will be so much better for you you said no to the cig that shows how far you have come keep going you are doing fantastic :):):)

  • Thanks clare2000

    Decided to make some sandwiches to take to work so I wouldnt have to go into the garage for anything.

    Had to bring purse into work as its payday so have money on me so that was a temptation.

    Feeling a little better at moment. Lets hope stays that way.

    Oh well better do some work or boss will start moaning

    Back later.

    Jane

  • Now muching on cheese salad sarnies. Seem to be starving but not fancy good food only naughty food.

    I am drinking lots, Have found that Tesco Apple cordial is really nice,

    I am hanging in there.

    Spending so much time on here that I not getting much done. ;)

  • I spent a lot of time on here in the beginning too. I found it kept my mind focused. I think everyone is making the most of the sunshine while it lasts.

  • pleased to announce I made it to end of day 5. Not as bad as i thought it was going to be.

    Went shopping and had to go to kiosk for my lottery. Didin't even think of buying cigs.

    Now all i need is something to stop me eating as i seem to want to eat all the fattening stuff help, supposed to be losing weight for my holiday next month or my shorts wont fit

  • Very well done w.t.s.n!!!!

    Keep it up!!

  • pleased to announce I made it to end of day 5. Not as bad as i thought it was going to be.

    Went shopping and had to go to kiosk for my lottery. Didin't even think of buying cigs.

    Now all i need is something to stop me eating as i seem to want to eat all the fattening stuff help, supposed to be losing weight for my holiday next month or my shorts wont fit

    It's posts like this that will help us newbies. And it's great that people on this forum don't try to sugar coat things. Gives a really good idea of what to expect at the best and worst of times.

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