Well i have got to day 5 and have a feeling today is going to be a bad day.
Had a funeral to go to yesterday and got roped in to help with the refreshments for the wake.
All went fine untill i was offered a cig. Declined it but ever since then they have really been playing on my mind. I have this little voice in my ear saying well she has already had cancer and she is still smoking why shouldn't I have one as well.
I really want this quit but the urge is so strong just to go and get 10.
Really going to have to fight it. Patch on, inhaluater (not sure how spelt) in pocket and boiled sweets on my desk at work.
Will be back later to report.