Ok so I completely fell off the wagon and returned to being a smoker if I'm honest I was 'secretly' smoking at work for a while before confessing to hubby! Went out last weekend and hubby lost it with me when I came home rather worse for wear. We have never argued but last week saw him thinking I was cheating and telling me it was over - 10 years married! He then had a cigarette after a month of not smoking and apologised for being a dick! We have both smoked since possibly more than before we stopped.
Tomorrow we stop again!