Im being a very bad person tonight.
I was so p'd off I went and bought a half bottle of vodka AND Im drinking it lol.
Ive helped my daughter in law move some new furniture into the rooms that she wanted it and we have re arranged her living room. Quite productive.
Im just writing this because I want to say a HUGE thank you to everyone on here, you have all been so fantastic and helped me through this horrible time. I would never have believed that cyber people could be so helpful to someone they dont know. You will never know how much you have helped me. Your support has been an immense support to me.
I could never have told my friends in real life what was happening, in fact they will never know what happened, they will continue to believe that I have a lovely, supportive family.
To anyone new on here Im really sorry that I havent been more supportive in your quits this last few day, normal service will resume as soon as possible.
So if I get this flat I wont be online until I get cable installed ( Im getting withdrawal now)do not worry, I wont smoke, but then Ive got a few days before I have to worry about that just now.
Anyway, once more, thank you so very, very, very, very much.
(off to drink more vodka)