And its not really like me. My chest is quite tight tonight and Ive taken my inhalers. but for some stupid reason I cant stop thinking that maybe smoking is the answer...........how stupid is that! I KNOW its not the answer and usually I can handle this type of thing but tonight Im really annoyed because that feeling wont go away.
I wont smoke, I know that and you lot you have supported me know that too. But tonight for the first time I feel that I have given up something instead of stopping an evil addiction.
Cheesed off and going to go to bed soon I think.
Oh just thought Im cutting down on my lozenges, Im down to 4 a day maybe thats it! <kerching!!! lightbulb moment>