It's 5 weeks this week since i stopped smoking with the help of champix which is great news i'm happy with that.
The trouble is the champix was making me feel miserable, vivid dreams and feeling sick so i stopped taking them last thursday and although i still haven't smoked i'm worried now about what will happen from here.....
Last week was a bad week every day just seemed like a blah day...i have felt better after stopping the champix but i'm fighting with the thoughts of smoking again, not having any major cravings physically so i know it's all in the mind but still feels hard work (maybe harder than it needed to be if i'd have stayed on the tablets?? i don't know)
I've done the last 6 days without the tablets and really don't want to fail but i'm not sure whether to carry on without or go back on them :confused:
Part of me is thinking sod it! just go and buy some cigs it's not worth all this
guess i'm just having a wobble and making no sense lol