Had a terrible few days feeling moody, grumpy and generally sorry for myself, wanted to speak to no-one least of all answer the door!!!
However just a few moments ago I was in the middle of one of my black moods (grumpy cause kids didn't ask how my day had been when I picked them up from school but asked for chocolate instead! - I mean they are 4 and 8 what else should I expect - sorry rambling now to get back on track...) I was in a really bad I NEED A CIGGIE mood when the door goes. Reluctantly I go to answer the door only to find a door to door salesman from N Power. Great, if there is one thing I hate more than trying to give up smoking its people telling me how much better my life would be If I switched over to them, grrrrrrrr. Anyway I told him I wasn't interested, he carried on with his pitch, I told him I really wasn't interested, he patronised me some more, I let rip and YELLED at the poor fellow, then apologised explained I was quitting smoking then slammed the door.
Phew I feel so much better now - no cravings, no bad mood and not much chance of N power calling back in the near future.
Sorry for the waffle, but as I said been grumpy for days and not been talking much, its obviously all coming out now.
Bless you all - especially anyone who has made it to the end of this message!!!!