I'm on day 9 and gotta say its a bad day today.. No matter what I do I can't stop thinking about fags..
The day started off relatively good...It was my youngests 1st day at Nursery and it was my 1st real good memory without smoking, that went fine then this afternoon everythings gone down ill.. don't knoiw whats changed from this morning but I cant stop thinking about smoking even reasoning with myself so I can smoke... feels like I'm back to day 1 .. Even said to myself maybe I need to try one to prove to myself I don't want one..
I'm even nearly in tears... How silly ???
Anyway hope everyone is having a good day
Oh yeah and doesn't help I weighed myself today and I've put 6lbs on !!!!