Well I have just seen that there are some new posts on my 9 Month thread and here I am into the 10th Month, the time has flown by and it is only through this site that I am now solid in my quit.
I can’t say that it has been easy, I wish I could but when all is said and done I have smoked for a lot longer than I have been quit, how can you wipe out 40 years of a habit in 10 months without feeling absolutely sh!te and not exactly in tip top form either, but hey I am now a none smoker and hopefully all the bi products of smoking are now clear of my body and soon I will begin to feel healthier than I do now, there are still times when I wonder why quitting can make you feel so rough but it is I’m sure all part and parcel of the cleansing process.
So I now need to thank all those yet again for helping me to get through yet another month which is how I have managed to make it a step nearer to the Penthouse, one day one week and then one month is the only way I have managed it.
I will also apologise for the fact that over the last couple of months I have not done my share of supporting, the only excuse I can offer is that I have moved house and am finding that it has created a lot of stress, and we all know that stress can make us a little vulnerable which is how I am feeling at the moment, I am not asking for sympathy only giving reasons for my lack of performance after all I have taken from the site.
So here I am 2 months away from the Penthouse and 2 months from Xmas, I hope that everyone is feeling upbeat especially Dav who I know is going through a rough time at the moment and amazingly is not moaning, which makes me feel a bit weak and self pitying.
Thanks for your support everyone and I am glad that some of you will be there to give me a helping hand up all those stairs, I hate lifts LOL
So here we go again into month 11 and to anyone who has still to reach these dizzying heights I promise you that it is all so achievable and well worth it, forget about my moan we all have to let rip now and then and today is my day for a moan.