Jst wanted to get this off my chest as it was a very close call, day 17 yesterday and I had been in a really aggresive/angry modd all day, this led to me thinking "I cant keep being like this perhaps if I just have one I will calm down", I even went to the shop and bought some ciggie's, had one out of the box ready to go and everything, I just couldn't bring myself to light it I knew that all of my hard work would have been for nothing.
I am pleased to say that I am now on day 18 and still smoke free, I left the ciggies for my partner to take away(still a smoker), I do feel a lot calmer today but still have a couple of questions.
1, Is the rage and that is the only way I can explain it normal, I felt really aggresive and even shouted at the kids????
2, Do you think that yesterday was the nico monsters final big push to try and break me or will I have a repeat of this over the next few weeks???
I look forward as ever to all ofyour advic