Really want a cigarette and not even out drinking yet, why can’t I be a social smoker again?
….because that’s what I said when I had my son (after not smoking for 9 months) and 20 months later I have no control over smoking – it has control over me.
….because – work will still be hard and I will still feel stressed but I will also feel like a failure.
….. because there is no such thing as one cigarette, the people I am envying are not smoking socially when they want to, they have keep smoking when they get home and when they wake up and all the times they wished they didn’t smoke.
Ok crisis over but I think it’s safer if I hide under my desk now.
Thanks for listening… hope you are doing better than me