Coming to the end of day 4, have my husband at weekends so I am generally happier but can be quite stressful as well as its easier to withdraw alone I think!
Think I actually dealt with a stressful day better than I would have if I had smoked - my son cried for my mum again today and hit me every time I picked him up
Starting to worry about Monday and Tuesday now - these are my office days and when I have tended to fail in the past. Its not that I really crave ciggies at work - its just I am in London for two days and baby is in Doncaster so feel young and free again with no worries - and next thing I know I am laughing and drinking with friend and end saying 'oh go on I will have a few tonight only.... '.
Really going to need so much help these day - just an early warning.