Or at least tulips and dandelions around here... I am a day over two calendar months, so I guess I should be here (or in month 2? it's confusing). Anyway, most of the time it has been easy. I've been on Champix, which was really great at first, and I think pretty good for me even now. I've cut down to one pill a day though, mostly because I keep forgetting to take it at night.
Mostly I have had trouble while drinking. The two slips I had, were while drinking. Most recently, I met up with my soon to be ex husband, who is a smoker. I hadn't seen him since I quit, and there is still a great deal of stress and pain surrounding seeing him. We sat outside at the pub (first mistake, it really was only so he could smoke), and I drank more than I intended (second mistake). Then after several hours of feeling like shit and eyeing his rollup, I grabbed it and took a puff. Yuck. Not nice, and since I'm on the champix still, did nothing for me. It's funny, I knew it would do nothing, knew it was a bad idea, but still found it impossible to resist.
So, out of this I have learned...... not to meet up with my soon to be ex husband Or, if I do, it's inside and he has to suffer!
Yeah, besides that though, the days and nights are good. Here's to a bbq summer!