As I'm getting closer to 5 months done (on 13th) with one blip last December.... I have almost thrown everything away! Things in my life are very difficult at the moment and a lot of frustration and a sense of no control at all for the past 2 weeks or so, I had a very bad day today and in a moment of total madness, I went to my local Tesco and bought a pack of 10 with the firm intention of taking the path of self destruction.... got home and opened the pack :eek: .... I just took all the fags and destroyed and binned them and opted for crying my eyes off instead!
It is so easy to be complacent and despite feeling the quit was much easier, it is just as easy to give in. I took control of the only thing I seem to be able to have control over at the moment, I feel sick I almost threw it all away :eek: