Well, made it to silly little day 3! I just hope all the needing, wanting, itching for just one last ciggy will go away. All of the constant internal battles with myself to keep going, and dont give up... i want that to go away! I dont want to have to walk away from people because I'm just too damn wound up and ratty to think logically.
I want the feeling of something being missing to go away.
I know its only been 3 days, but when will it ease off? I can seriously see why people give up the fight during the first week or so... Its so bloody hard! And now i'm tired of having to constantly remind myself of why i'm doing this.
At the moment i feel like a smoker who isn't smoking... What i NEED is to feel like a nonsmoker who is living.