Day 19 for me and it is not a good one. I am at my brothers for a barbecue and am an emotional wreck!! Hard to explain but I have embarassed myself by being over-sensitive and tearful. I broke a glass (by accident) and the old me would have laughed and said sorry. A few people took the p and I just crumbled - had to go inside and wash up, fighting back tears and wanting to go home. Everyone noticed and I feel so stupid and just want to go home!!!!! When will this misery end - I just want to feel normal again! None of my family smoke and so I appreciate that they don't understand but I feel so emotional. I have not smoked though so thats one positive!
I am now in my brothers bedroom because I feel too silly to go back outside