I have made it through to day fourteen. I am not going to make this; I have been out again, as I always do and made it through the evening. But these last couple of day have been dreadful; I actually had a cigarette in my hand.
I know unless this craving, the wanting to have a cig, stops soon, I will fail. I thought the cravings would go away, but they havenâ€™t, they seem to be getting stronger and stronger. If it does not go away soon, I know I will crack and start again.