DAY 19..... couple of observations...
1. I am still smoke free.... thanks to raging anger about my minds willingness to sabotage me for nicotine.... My mind is a cheating WHORE!!!! LOL! Also and most importantly due to the support (thanks and gratitude to all) I get here... I am still strong...
2. I have been working out every day.... 1/2 cardio (eliptic trainer) or weights... and today I tried something new... I ran on the treadmill and not at a slow "lung laboring heavy breathing" kind of pace either... rather quite the brisk run... for 30 min and there is no way I would have been able to do that 3 weeks ago... I know because I tried... almost died... lol....
3. This is an odd one... Futher re. poop training... lol... hahahahaha.... Everything continues as before... BUT my hemroids are GONE... WTF.... I have had slight hemroids in the past couple of years... never crazy amount of blood or anything just a small issue... and since I stopped smoking... it is GONE... but why.... what the hell does smoking have to do with my hemroids... Any ideas....
Oh well.... hope all are doing as well as I am today.... off to go for a walk in the forest/snow.... to BREATH the air....
LUV on ya ....