Well, basically, ive had a bad couple of years, having recovered from alcoholism, left the marital home, after wife was having an affair, lost job, and father diagnosed as having terminal cancer.
So really I needed the support of the cigs (weird excuse).
After reaching 12 months soberity, I decided i needed to look at the other demons, in my life and get back on track.
Ive won custody back off my wife for the childen, and the first weekend, i had them, they asked my why i smoked, and told me "Daddy smoking kills you, and we dont want you to die", I mea, how do you argue with that?!.
So this was the point i set my date, and prepared myself.
1/1/09, New Year, New Life, My Year, My Life!!
Wish Me Luck