Hi to all have reached week 2. I did this morning. Was feeling so positive this morning and it all came crashing down around my ears later this afternoon after a total bitch of an afternoon at work! Although the feeling has mainly passed now I was THAT close to rushing down the petrol stations for a pack of fags!!
Realising after a while that it wouldn't really get me anywhere I stopped myself but I really could have thrown the towel in today.
Still, I haven't and I am still alive so it just prooves that even in the most awful situation smoking doesn't really help!
Hope everyone else on week 2 is feeling more positive.
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I plan to stay strong and not let this beat me. Today was horrid and by far started off the best I have been feeling for the last week and ended the worst. Still, I have stopped crying now (!) and can only hope that tomorrow is a better day. :rolleyes:
I am proud of myself though for not turning back to what I thought used to be such a support for me. Smoking or not smoking - I would still have had a s**t day and my feelings about what happened today would be no different whether I had smoked or not - really does show that smoking brings you nothing!
If I had have given in I know I would:
a) have stunk!
b) have a feeling in my mouth like a manky old carpet
c) have been gutted for failing
and d) probably felt sick as a dog for having got through an entire pack of 20!
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