Its been 47 days and I know thats not very long when you have been smoking for over 25years.
But its always there the thought of smoking. Its hard to explain so I hope you understand what i mean.
I dont want to smoke and I wont smoke. But i want to stop thinking about it. Am I expecting too much?? I am arent I.
I want to just live and not keep thinking "I dont smoke anymore"
I have been told that this could last for years I dont want it to last for years. If i does then that must be the reason why people give in because they cant fight it any longer.
This is such a mind game and its driving me mad.