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TO MY POPPY

YOU ARE A TOTAL STAR BUT I KNOW YOU WILL BE BACK IN THE FUTURE WHEN LIFE IS LESS STRESSFUL BABE

YOU WILL BE MISSED VERY MUCH

I KNOW YOU WILL WIN IN THE END

LOVE YA 376

BEFLY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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Poppy my darling. You will be back when you are ready. I know how strong you have become and the best is still in the future at the moment (just). Days are ticking by and it will not be long before you can fly smoke free again. With someone holding your hand you can do anything.

xxxx 4 so you know what that means babe.

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Poppy - You have encouraged me so much to keep on trying to quit these past few months. As I said b4 it is really uplifting to know others care about ones quit as well as oneself - gives you a boost ya know what I mean. I am so sorry to hear things aren't going too brill for ya - a fact I can relate to. When you feel ready, come back and I KNOW THAT WON'T BE LONG!!!!!! Take Care poppy (and stay strong especially for those darling kiddies of yours)

Lots of Love and Heaps of best wishes

Karen xxx

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My dear Pops!!! I didn't realize how close you can get to someone over this darn internet, but wow now how I can see. My heart sank when I read your thread title and saw it was you my love! I feel for you hun and I am so sorry that life is throwing you some terrible curves. You have been smoke free for 52 DAYS!!! Amazing hunny and you will pick back up another day when you are ready. I will miss you to pieces as you were my rock in the middle of the night when everyone else was snoozing away. I enjoyed our chats and I hope we will have many more really soon! I will miss you my Pops, but I am waiting for your return Please stop in to say hello and tell us how you are doing! Love you hunny and I am sad that you are going but I do understand! Take care of yourself and your family.

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aaaawwww poppy!

don't beat yourself up over it whats done is done! you've proved you have the willpower!!!(just look at how far you've come!!!) and when you are good & ready you'll be back stronger & more determined than ever AND WE'LL ALL BE HERE FOR YOU

hope life becomes less stressful for you really soon! take care and look after yourself.

DON'T FORGET!! you have been an inspiration to many people on here!

love poskit.x

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I havent really known you that long not like everyone else but you have been very encouraging to me.

Just because you have had a smoke does it really mean you have to go. Surely you can still stay with us and maybe in a week or so you can give it another go.

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Just because you have had a smoke does it really mean you have to go. Surely you can still stay with us and maybe in a week or so you can give it another go.

That sounds good to me too lol! I will miss you sooo much Pops!

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Dear Everyone

Thank you so much for your kind and lovely words - they have been so touching and very very welcome to me at this time.

I am hoping that in 3-4 weeks if things are settled I can think about starting again afresh - the reality is that at the moment I just can't get my brain round it. But am hoping that soon things will be settled for me to start again properly cos I dont want to try and stop in the midst of my hurricane.

You are all such wonderful people and each one of you i hope I will see when I comes back. Kazza you little star babe - you should be so proud of yourself cos I surely am.

My NS4M Loves you to pieces - you got me through those long long sleepless nights - still can't sleep properly I think it has become habit now. So bought some brand new bedding and curtains and gutted the bedroom to make myself a new boudouire!!! And very nice it is too....so hopefully that may help the sleep probs. I will come and find you NS4M when I am ready again so you stick at it girly friend and save loads of goss for me and yous to chat about into the nightime. I will have loads to tell you by then which will be very exciting - that is my rainbow out of this storm I am in.

Big Hugs to you all. Boudee don't forget the letters hun - you are such a fighter and your words will have so much impact on all those little lives. So well done for not giving in when things have been so difficult.

Poskit and Flippy yous keep going my buddys cos I expect to sees you storming ahead when i return.

Until then my friends.

forums.govteen.com/images/s... a hug for each of you and my love and best wishes of luck as you continue on your journeys.

Poppyfairyxxxx

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I will be here Pops! I will be here waiting for your arrival Go and deal with your hurricane and I look forward to seeing you soon! Don't forget about us!

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Aw, my dear Poppy. So sorry hun. Not because you have started again - that can happen, no probs as you will win anyway in the not too distant future - but because I guess something bad happened that made you feel so depressed you found yourself overwhelmed - that, I'm SO sorry about. You have been the most generous and supportive person ever, I look forward to seeing you here again soon. I wish you and your kids a lot of happiness

HUGS Fran

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Poppy,

I know we haven't talked on here. But I've read a lot of your posts and I've got to say smoking or not, your an inspiration to a lot of ppl. You will give up the nasty Nic and you'll def do it in style.

Pipple

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Thanks so much Francessca and Pipple

You guys keep it going so when I stop again I will be watching you flying in the distance and trying to catch you up.

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Big Hugs

Poppyfairyxxx

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Poppy!!!

Bloody hell! Life is bloody stressful I have had enough bloody stress in my life to take it all away from my kids!! I hope thats how I look at it to pull myself through the traumas of life.

Please come back soon don't let the bastards get you down and if they do punch them in the goulies and get right back up and laugh and smile!!

The stresses will never go but you can control the smoking if nothing else.

Keep on trying with the quit and never say never and this aint no goodbye :mad:

~Buffy x x

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Poppy, why don't you allow yourself a very brief period to binge on fags if that's what you really have to do right now, and meanwhile summon your resources to have another go. It'll probably prove to you that it's not actually helping you at all.

I reckon you won't have to go through everything again as if you were starting right back at day one providing you stop again real soon.

But don't allow yourself to get settled back in to a smoking routine though because it could be a long time then before you get around to stopping again and then you really will be right back at ground zero.

Good luck whatever you decide

Dicky

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Aww Poppyfairy, I too haven't had long enough to really get to know you, but your posts have been so positive and inspirational and I sooo thank you for that. I know it wont be that long before you are back with us. I so wish you and your family well, and I know that you will get there.........Look forward to hearing from you soon.

Lots of Love

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I'm a bit late here but must add my pathetic note to what you others have said...

PF, I'm quite sure you know your own mind - I'm sure because you have demonstrated huge strength through thick and thin and have had the enormous courage to tell us about your trials and tribulations too while at the same time offering warmth and support to many others. I don't think anyone without considerable self-knowledge could do all of that. The reason I say this is that my first instinct when reading your opening post was to say "Oy, getcha butt back on here and carry on from where you were", then I though , actually, 'No; PF knows best.'

So.. I'm desolate that you are taking time out from here, sad that you must have been through some kind of hell, frustrated that I can't wave a magic wand for you but.. looking forward to getting you on the back of my bike for a spin one day in the not too distand future!

Keep well PF and see you back here as soon as you like.

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i will see you soon hun!

i know u'll be back, and you will beat this in the end coz ur a strong person pops!

luvs ya hun! charlene

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Poppyfairy

Dear Poppyfairy

The first time I loged in for quite a while and I found this thread, which has made me quite ad. You know what, no matter how hard life is, you can always find the strengh to move on, if you slip, you will get up much stronger than before. So you have staryed of the path, hey you havnt gone that far off, just hop right back on, its that simple, think about it.

I am hoping that you are ok and that you'll be back on the site soon, dont be down, it only just gets you down, (if that makes sense)

I shall tell you a little story, about 1 month ago I indeed did make the mistake of falling victim to Von buttened on a drunken night, but it was only 1 night, 1 slip, when I woke the next morning sure I was pissed off with myself for, simply for lettieng myself down but you know what, I just carried on as if it never happened and thus was right back on track, keep positive, keep strong, and most importantly of all keep on smiling

Dear Everyone

I have crashed and burned. Life is so stressful at the moment and I have not got the strength to fight Snout Vonbuttend as well as all that life is throwing my way. I will never ever give up the quit and am determined to succeed - some day.

Some thankyous.

My beautiful Bev - Loves you to bits and thank you for always being there - I will calls you later. xx

NS4M - my Buddy - gonna miss you lovely but you keep going cos you are amazing.

Admiral Steveh - what an amazing person and star you are - I haven't forgotton the offer of a ride on the back of the bike - got my leather jacket now and dms - just the trousers to go!!

Nezzey - you know - keep going babe.

Buffy and Boudee - well done girls you are doing so fab - good luck with the health kick. Hope life becomes good for you both.

Funky - if you read this I have not forgotton your pool or vineyard. Thanks for being there buddy.

Chocco - when I come back I want to hear all your goss on finding a man hun - good luck!! You're a little angel.

Mannion - life is tough - but you are tougher - stay in there matey

Maximus and Sharkbait - what wonderful peeps yous are - hope the great fishes were amazing Sharkbait.

And finally to my Westy - thank you for everything - love you babe.

Sorry for not naming everyone - you are all wonderful people and have been a total inspiration - so please forgive me - my head is pretty mashed at the moment.

I will be back - one day but until then just to say you keep going guys you are all amazing starsxrtheme.com/content/emotico...

Loves you all to pieces and my final word is a youtube - sorry - youtube.com/watch?v=L2C-aJh...(Not working as expected?)

Bye Bye

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