Day 2, not going well :(

[nsd_user663_2002]

hi all,

41 hours in and i'm not doing well, I have a rash on my skin from the patches,think i might have to switch to gum (which i hated last time i tried it lol) the kids are driving me nuts and all i can think about is having a smoke,I have weeded my garden, booted a football several times, cleaned the kitchen and still the demon weed is all i can think about, i know its all in my head but this is a crap day,I've even bawled at the kids and it's not their fault!!

I cant wait to go to bed and get today over with, here's to a better day three

[nsd_user663_1704]

*hugs* Brummie x x x x

Indeed the day is nearly done x x a nice hot soak and early night x x

The kids bare the brunt here too still better than me being ill from smoking, they would find that harder to deal with x x

hang tight stay strong ~Buffy x x

[nsd_user663_2002]

Thanks Buffy

A nice hot soak would be lovely, doubt i'd get the time tonight though :confused:

I kinda feel sorry for my kids but they are old enough to help me around the house and they do b**ger all which just drives me mad.

Been drinking loads of water and playing basketball (on my own lol) whilst waiting for dinner to cook.

i knew it was going to be tough, i will definately "hang tight stay strong"

xxx

[nsd_user663_1704]

A nice hot soak would be lovely, doubt i'd get the time tonight though

I kinda feel sorry for my kids but they are old enough to help me around the house and they do b**ger all which just drives me mad.

ah home sweet home :rolleyes: sounds just like here!! i despair sometimes i really do!! 'want', 'want' ,'want' as soon as i want something mega bloody strops!! my boys are very lazy!

I can say though, hand on my heart I now feel calmer and less stressed than I have been in years! it doesn't happen over night but it happens! around 12 weeks or so i suddenly realised how much calmer i felt.

It is very important that you do find 'Me' time even if it is playing basketball on your own for 20 mins lol!!

It is so worth it!! ~Buffy x x

[nsd_user663_2061]

Same boat Brummie, day 2 has been a bit of a struggle for me too!

But hang in there, dont give in!!xx