Had to write today since Prince Harry's book came out to scandalous reviews. My tell all would be title "Where's the scandal" because my life is so very boring at the moment. We have no heat, I'm wanting something fancy to eat. There is vodka sauce pasta from the Italian place down the street. Which, might I add, makes you want to lick the bowl. Now what does this have to do with kidney life, well we all have to eat, not be bored and have heat when we need it.
I need to learn more about eating. I know I'm not on dialysis but like a sled on an incline. I'll slowly or quickly at some point get there. I put a letter up on facebook and hoped that it would bring me luck but i haven't heard anything yet. I would love to skip dialysis and maybe it could happen. I need to eat better, I'm missing my veggies. I eat them but very rarely. So that's food.
Queen's look bored to me. Beautifully adorned boredom, but I wonder if behind closed doors they are load of fun. I think in all of this I want to take care of myself, look nice, and carry on. I know things will be different, but I want to maintain the parts of myself I love and deal with what is, what I have to do and take care of.
Having no heat is actually just a fact, it reminds me that like my kidney's going into failure, something I have no control over, but they don't stop you from living. I had to move bedrooms and maneuver around to get to the bathroom and down the stairs. I use a wheelchair daily and this no heat thing is inconveniencing my life. At the end moving upstair has been good. What Queen doesn't want to be warm.
So now that I've given a mismash account of my life. I wonder if any of you feel that trying to keep some routine elements of your life have been extremely important or have you just adapted to a new life and not mourned your previous way of living. I guess basically what's been most important to you as you go through this kidney journey.
PS I'm not rereading this for spelling errors. It's me uncut. aka I'm hungry
