I have, over the last few months being in a sliding depression and have virtually given up. I have been telling myself who cares you're invisible anyway. I seem to walk through life with its up and downs fighting through patches of fog waiting for it to lift.
Personal issues have sent me in a nose dive of self doubt. I realise, without going into to much sharing, that my confidence is at a very low ebb. I eat, or don't eat, sleep or don't sleep,my mind full of rubbish swirling around. I wake up tired. I gave up the gym because I didn't have the energy or will to work out and truthfully, I wasn't getting the attention I thought was due.
Doctor prescribed a different anti depression pill with side effect that scare me to death. I won't take them. I couldn't take feeling or not feeling any worse than I already do..
I have whalloed long enough in this fog of self doubt and blackness. I want my life back. I know there are others who feel this way. I really do apologise for this depressing blog but better out than in.. For the others who feel like me. Hang on, get started. Big hugs.. Hurry up scales..