After reading and re-reading @lucigret 's post yesterday I have finally made the decision to try again.
My stone loss has gone, my weight has all come back on and I feel awful. The thing is, when you put it back on you feel like you have let yourself down and the sparkle I had, that determination, is slowly tarnished.
I KNOW my overeating is emotional. I see clearly at times in my life that my mindset dictates my attitude to myself and food.
I know how good it felt to be 14 lbs lighter and will return to that (and more) as the way I am feeling now is just not worth it.
So thank you lucigret ....if Admin can take my badge....I will start again and earn it back.