I know the title sounds incredibly doolaly, but! I'm just so sick and tired of my fluctuating weight!
I've gone from looking the very best I ever did, eating well and whatever I wanted to now having a BMI of 30!
I don't want to have diabetes at the age of 21, I would be absolutely mortified and broken because I went from being so close to my comfortable body size to now being so so so far away from it.
I'm just feeling a little (a lot!) low and so unsure about everything. I feel like I'm just a lost cause.
Nice to meet you all and I hope to get join you all on my weight loss to loosing, hopefully 20 kg!