My name is Mary-Beth and last night I had a dream... The reason it was related to food an weight was most likely due to the food poisoning I managed to give myself by eating a poorly microwaved meal at work. Anyway this dream woke me up in a way,bit of an oxymoron there. I don't remember the dream detail to detail but my ever growing weight was heavily highlighted throughout it. I would constantly be putting weight on at a fast rate to the point where you could see my body growing out the way. I have always struggled with my weight but I am 21 almost and weigh 20 stone. I am lucky that I am tall so that it doesn't show quiet as bad as it could. However regardless of how the weight hides itself In my tall frame I know its there. I need to make a change... I have tried 100 different things and nothing works. Not because those methods don't work but because I GIVE UP to easily. As a result of my weight struggles I developed depression which is cause by my weight yet my weight is caused by my depression. I am in a constant battle I feel and I never seem to have the upper hand. I want this time to be different I want to make a difference to my life,health and happiness. I will succeed!