My weight loss has stagnated.
I've been eating the right amount, I think. I can't cook fancy meals, because I'm reliant on my mother for food, I'm a college student, and I have social anxiety and "atypical autism", in addition to severe depression I've had since I was 12. So I'm petrified of going to job interviews, and I'm not on JSA.
I had around 2,000-2,100 calories as recommended by that calculator, but the scales aren't shifting. I have FitnessPal.
Ideally, I should be losing at least 4lbs a week, because I'm morbidly obese at 21.9st!
But, it's been hovering around the same weight of 301lbs to 305lbs, depending on when I have dinner. For 4 days!! Ridiculous.
I'm tired of this. I knew I was right when I said that it would be impossible for me to lose weight in my introduction post. It's only possible for me to gain or maintain.
If I don't see a change, I'm going to have to stop. There's really no point, and it's very painful and frustrating. This is hell on earth. I'm already 19, and I've missed out on so much in life because of my weight. I'm trapped and I look disgusting.
I can't even ask you guys for help, because nothing will work.