So I've been obese ever since primary school . I used to get bullied and found solace in food but once I left school I stopped it ,however, the weight gain didn't . I found out it's because of hypothyroidism. I've been trying to lose weight for years but nothing seems to be working and due to my 2 degenerated disc I can't do much physical activity. Recently I've been getting weight loss tips from people I know and I know it's out of concern but it's making me depressed . I've considered starving or making myself puke every time I eat but haven't had the guts to do it . I just want it all to stop .