I decided to join today after having a meltdown and sobbing over the fact I don't fit into my clothes anymore and I hate the thought of going out in public....all over my husband asking if we could walk the dogs (pathetic I know 😔).
When I met my husband just over 2 years ago I was a size 14 and weighed 13 stone, which I was happy with. I was so full of life, super confident and happy. Now I'm 15 stone 2, have ZERO self confidence and don't even recognise who I've become 😔.
Because I hate the way I look so much and I'm so miserable all the time, it's affecting my marriage as my husband says I'm not the same person he first met (personality wise).
The trouble is, I comfort eat because I feel so down, which in turn makes me gain weight, which in turn makes me more miserable etc etc! It's this vicious circle I can't seem to get out of. I know what I have to do (eat well and exercise) but I just can't seem to stay on track 😕.
Sorry for the long message, I just needed to get it all out!
I'd love to meet a diet buddy who's looking to lose around 4stone and we can help each other out and through the hard times.