Hi everyone, I feel I have to post because I'm getting out of control. I literally can't stop eating or thinking about food and now I am up to 17.5 stone.
I managed to lose 2 stone before Xmas but that's gone back on and I hate myself. I'm going on a short break tomorrow and I know I'm going to have to use seat belt extension on the plane.
I am just so disgusting and hate myself. I don't know why I do it. Everyday I start afresh and by 10 today I had eaten 6 slices of toast. I feel insatiable and have been thinking about what I can eat next all day.
I have received treatment last year for binge eating disorder but I feel the last month or so has been the worst it's ever been.
Am I alone in being like this and any advice how to stop would be appreciated.