Well I am having a better start to my day. I want to tell you how much I appreciate your words of wisdom and understanding. Somebody was looking out for me when I discovered you guys for sure. I am going to learn from yesterday for what I need to do is set mini goals. And make sure what I am doing is not a quick fix but a learning lifestyle which I have done most of my life(quick fix). But today I am going to rest and relax. may go to the library for romance or mystery or call a good friend and go for coffee and only take enough for a coffee. Thanks !!!