Oh, my goodness! It's SO bad.
Since the middle of April I have lost over 4 stones I am very pleased with that BUT I still have a way to go.
Since I came back from our wonderful Italian holiday in September I haven't been doing so well. I put on 2 lbs over the holiday. I have slowed down so much since then.......I have only lost 8 lbs since then. I know that it's good to lose it slowly, but this week I've put on half a lb.
I know what I'm like and I don't want to spoil it all. You see, I have not been thinking straight lately. For example Sunday I had lasagne, on Monday I had a wonderful Mexican meal with my daughter. Today I just had 3 sausages ( pig!) as well as a stuffed mushroom (large) and some parmentier potatoes. That's not all - when I got home from work at 4.15 today I had a toasted crust and butter, and I snuffled two lollies left over from the trick or treat sweets.
I can't carry on like this otherwise I will give up and go back to my bad ways. I really don't want to, which is why I'm confessing and asking for support. I don't want to be lost and do all this for nothing. I felt good when I lost the weight, and now I just feel bloated and ashamed of my greedy ways. 🙁
When I said to my husband as we were clearing away after dinner that it was not a good dinner and I must not do that again, he said it would be like the darling old dog saying that he'd turned vegetarian and didn't want meat for dinner any more thanks!! In other words my husband doesn't think I will carry on losing weight. That was tough to deal with. I SO don't want him to be right.
Please help this lost soul. 🙁