I have brought a new slaters scale but what is worrying me is that I'm getting different readings one day after another.
my stones and pounds for body is
13.08 before 1 day before a 10:06
I've forgotten which goes before the other
i fit in to a size 14 and sometimes thats lose for me ?
but want to know how much i weigh because i keep thinking these are wrong and that they are supposed to be more.
on top of this I've been invited to a henna and a wedding and i don't know what to wear. Ive been told to go as i don't get out much to go to places, i just stick to the necessary things. Now my weight is becoming an issue because you always want to look good in photos and i feel i won't and the pictures will bring out all my fat/heffa and obese side.
its on the 15th and that is becoming an issue for me.
yesterday i did a Kayla, arm and abs work out, so my abs are sore from that and I've not been keeping well. i burnt both my elbows on the carpet whilst getting up , Im thinking of booking an appointment with a doctor so he/she can get me an accurate weight number for me so I'm not obsessing over this so i then can easily work from there. I was going to go to the pharmacy and have it checked there but I'm not sure they do and I'm worried that they might ask me to get undressed so that worries me a lot.
sometimes with this weight malachy business i don't know what to do. Im not the kind of person to obsess over this, i just get on with it as I'm very determined personal, I've turned my motivation in to discipline. motivation comes and goes whereas discipline stays with us. I'm just obsessing about the fact that the weight scale is all wrong and the numbers it is giving are all wrong so what to do, dunno bout that.
i dont want this to effect me coming up to the henna and then the wedding, all the hard work I'm putting in, i want to see some results if not a lot in the photos which I'm presuming there will be, I've not been to a wedding in over 13 years, see I've never been invited to one ever and now i have been and i have forgotten the first things about them.
Everything i knew, all gone out of the window. now is my weight issue, thats standing out a lot and i don't know what to do. I've been told about the wedding invitation just this morning and now I'm doing nothing but stressing out.
Im a girl and i want to look good basically. i don't mean to sound obnoxious or like the sound of my own voice because these are 2 false statements you see coz of how i was before, i hated taking pictures of myself let alone seeing my self in them, coz of my weight issue i don't know what it was to look I'm going to be brave and come out and say it, pretty, so due to this i would stay in the back ground, never to come forth and now its a wedding , so il be right there for everyone to see, if any ladies are reading this they would agree that we need to look good in pictures and il be in nice clothes so i want to do them all justice.