Today i found out I'm 90-95 kg. Ive never been a weight thats below 100. So that means I'm between 14-15 and to me this 14-15 stones well i think this is it, doesn't sit well. To be honest, i don't know how to take in this information. So I've decided i wont get happy or excited, worried it might motivate me to lose focus on what is important. Il be excited and happy when I'm below 11 stones. I want to be a healthy size but then again at the same time i can't remember the feeling of having my stomach attached to me. I need my stomach to go but sadly i have no idea how that is possible.