Hi not had a good last few days, which has led me to thinking of the reasons of my weight.
As a child I was always the chubby one (and often told so - have an older sister who was and still is taller, thinner, blonder.....you name it, tidier, cleverer....the list goes on)
More recently my husband left me for a 23year old....he is 50!!! (I'm 48) she is petit - bordering on tiny. His parting words to me was lose weight or no one will look at you 🙁
Three years on I am with a lovely man but he is very slim and eats anything he wants. He will also occasionally skip meals. (If I go without a meal I feel really dizzy) this leads me to overeat while he is out just in case he doesn't want to eat when home. I feel really fat if I have a meal when he isn't eating, even if I have salad.
He also has chocolate every evening so we have a cupboard full of it.
My mom also keeps telling me to lose weight or he will leave me.
I'm 12 st 11lb and only 5'2" tall.
Sorry for the huge complain, I know I should just stick to the right foods and I would feel so much happier but don't seem to have the will power. I've just eaten 4 biscuits while writing this!
Any ideas that will kick start me into beginning the rest of my life and help me get to a slimmer healthier me.