Morning all, there has got to be something wrong with me, there has to be. Every time I get it in my head that I'm going to lose weight, and I have my "diet head on" I'm motivated and ready, I do well for a few hours, then I just can't keep up to it. I blame lack of motivation, but the more I think of it, is it the fact that I just don't care? I'm so confused, because i do care, my god, my friends love going clothes shopping, I avoid it at all costs! I haven't been on a night out in years. I can't remember the last time I was out. I'm 24 and stay in every night and every weekend, all because I'm ashamed and embarrassed . So I do care, I just, I don't know, I confused haha. I don't know why this keeps happening. I mean, even for my wedding, I tried to lose weight, i ended up gaining it, not a lot, about 4 pounds, but still, if my wedding can't motivate me, nothing will. Myself and my husband are wanting to start trying for a baby, but it know with my weight It will be difficult, and I want to lose weight first, because obviously when pregnant, you gain weight, and I don't want to put more weight on top of this, and i dont want to embarrass my child by being the fat mum at the school gates when picking them up from school, I'm trying to use that as my motivation, but even that isn't spurring me on. I just don't know what to do. I'm at a real loss here. I'm starting to think this Is a vicious circle of depression or something. Ie. I don't have any clothes, I don't have any friends, I don't go out (all because of my weight) and that depresses me, so I eat? I don't know guys, I just don't know 😭😭😭😭
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