So I went from a size 20 to a 15-16. It took awhile but now I am really struggling. I tend to eat my feelings. Biggest source of pain is I finally met someone who is not the same type of guy I usually date. He was wonderful. Because of reasons out of my control he's leaving and im heartbroken. Of course I don't deserve someone good is basically how I feel.
Yesterday I ate so much junk, a hamburger, burito, coke, cake, a hotdog. It was bad. My new fat pants are tight. I'm wondering how to get back in control when I just don't care anymore?