Went out for my anniversary and thought what the hell ive put up with this bloke for another year , I'll treat myself! That meal was AMAZING! Fresh gnocchi with pesto and Parmesan, pine nuts and red peppers followed by apricot and almond tart and all accompanied by some rather lovely (large) glasses of wine. Feeling content and full I thought I would just start calorie counting again the next morning and no huge damage done. I even thought how I could post about how a little of what u fancy does you good... But I'm one of those people who's brain just doesn't work that way - once I've had something 'bad' I just think 'well I've ruined it now' and i binge. So, yesterday slightly hungover with in laws visiting I had one slice of cake and spent the rest of the 'ruined' day eating everything in sight. Very disappointing indeed but I guess I work better when some things are forbidden... Sad but true. I HAVE to start again today please! I will need your positive vibes and if you feel so inclined tellings off to get me back on track! I'm out of hiding so that's one step in the right direction ... Right? Have a great day all!