"I want to be healthier and alive for ever and to be able to do all the things my fat has held me back from.. also... WORLD PEACE".... That's my standard, churned out response when asked for my motivation...
It's all lies!
Honestly? I want to be HOT. Like, not standard fat girl got skinny hot, I'm talking face meltingly, 1950's pin up gorgeous. Selfish? Probably. I really wish there was a higher, more noble cause for me but... nope! That's the main one
See, my brain doesn't match my body. Inside I'm an up and coming business woman rocking pin up make-up, a pencil skirt, some excellent tattoos and heels you could decapitate someone with... in reality? The fat girl who wears the same 4 skater dresses everyday, no tattoos because I'm far too scared of what other people will think of them and, of course, I NEVER wear heels because the pressure my weight puts on my feet is horrendous!
I'm sitting at my desk right now quietly giggling to myself, sometimes admitting this stuff and really looking at your brain properly turns up the strangest of things! Who'd have thought it eh? I'm a poor man's Betty Grable!
Honestly, what motivates you?