Hello and welcome to Friday morning meltdown, I'll be your host, the INSANE woman standing at the petrol station clenching and Unclenching her fists at the Pringles.....
i had to fill up my car today and all my normal petrol station demons sauntered into my head before I even left the house.
'I'll just pick up a pack of Pringles and SMELL them'
'You've been good this week you deserve a treat'
'You didn't binge yesterday, so it's ok to have pringles'
And so it goes on. Against all these voices there's just the one shouting back 'no don't! You have so much to live foooor!!!'
The demons won. I bought Pringles.
Got back into my car and burst into tears. Drove off the forecourt, pulled into a car park near by and dumped the whole can of Pringles into a puddle.
Got back in my car, re-did my mascara and drove to work like absolutely nothing happened....
If I wasn't sharing my experiences on this site, no one would ever have known about that.
And that was 'Friday morning meltdown', join us next time for more food addicted antics around the Staffordshire moorlands....