ok here goes...so last week the family and I found out mum had cancer and it has knocked me.
I managed to maintain last week with all that was going on. Received even worse news that she only had 2 months left and I couldn't stop crying. Since our visit to The Christie this week we have learned that if the chemo responds she will have more time and I feel a weight has been lifted off my shoulders because of this news....so although the scale doesn't show it I feel it within my own being.
I am hoping for a loss tomorrow but not sure if that will happen. Lets just wait and see what the future holds.
Best wishes to everybody on their journey. Stay strong and focused x