I want to thank you for the encouraging messages and for showing that you care. Unfortunately I am going to some really bad things in my personal life now and I didn't had much time to go online and reply. About my eating habits...well it's a bit difficult to care about it when you pretty much don't care about anything at the moment and you just need some afection...what I can say is that I try not to buy any snacks and I haven't bought any fizzy drinks for holidays...not that I have actually celebrated Christmas this year anyway...It was the most depressing and dramatic Christmas and I couldn't actually enjoy this special holiday...All I can hope is that next year will be better. I'm sorry for being such a drama queen. I think I'm not as strong as I thought I will be...lots of love to you all and a happy new year!