This morning, I had another emotional outburst of tears. I took the dog to the groomers, and went across the road to the cafe to wait. Here, I think, I had my first Braxton hicks contraction, which puzzled and confused me, and to be honest, scared me a bit too. But not only that, in my rush to get the dog to the groomers, I didn't put my breast pads on. So sat in the cafe, reading my book, I glance down, and there is a lovely wet patch forming around my nipple. Yikes! But worse than that, there's a bit of blood coming through my top too. (I wrote a question on this, but I seem to be the only one suffering.)
Yesterday I saw my midwife who said to see my GP if it persisted. I rang this morning after staining my pyjama top through the night, but I can't get in until Tuesday, and I was ok with this, it's not like it's enough blood for me to bleed out from or anything. However, the combination of potentional first Braxton hicks, and then blood/milk seeping through my top caused me to go into emotional overdrive and I left to go sit in the car, and I just broke down in tears on the phone to my mam. Who assures me, it probably was a Braxton hicks, and that I'll survive until tuesday to see the GP, this is after she was insisting that she take me to the doctors and she'll do the talking seen as I couldnt stop crying, which I talked her out of, because my rational mind knows I'll survive.
I just can't seem to control my emotions! They're so all over the place, all I need is one rude customer at work and I'll be away! I just get teary at the silliest little things. I booked the dog in to get spayed next month and i cried down the phone to the vets because I was worried something would go wrong with the procedure. Tell me I'm not the only one who gets so over emotional at, well, stuff that shouldn't upset me so much, or doesn't one minute and then later on really bothers me.