He was supposed to start a new job today (bricklayer) and I had said that I would rather him go to work as we need the money than come to the scan with me, however this morning he decided not to go in and stay at home saying that the job wasn't for him, I bit my tongue at this as I didn't want an argument before my scan. I said he was more than welcome to come to hospital but he said no, he wants to stay at home. This hurt big time but I didn't want to say anything. Scan went OK, heartbeat is a little slower than usual so I've gotta go back in 2 weeks for another scan hopefully baby will be fine but to find this out on my own wasn't nice and EVERYONE in the unit had a boyfriend or husband with them, I felt like an idiot! I sent him the scan picture when I got out the hospital and we spoke for awhile meanwhile I went and bought a few baby bits however I can't help but feel very alone. He said he's excited but I don't see it. I just asked him why he didn't come and tbh his excuse is lame, he thought we might have an argument so he stayed away for his own sake!!!! Really!
He's now twisted on me, and finished with me (this will be 3rd time in 11 weeks) whenver I confront him about something he finishes the relationship, he has also said some really nasty things to me (go and have a abortion you c.u.n.t and I wish you were dead)
I'm tempted to cut all contact with him now and focus on my baby, I don't think he deserves to be part of baby's life.......opinions please