Searching for support here as I feel very down. I’m exclusively breastfeeding my LB and after few struggles we have now kind of established our rythm. Nappies wee and poo are ok. But I feel like he doesn’t take weight quickly. He is prema but is now 3w and a half age. Worst is that huby is pressuring me as I’m not ready for sex after my c section! And I don’t feel any desire for any sensual moments at all. And at some point he was not supporting either when I had a difficulty with my milk supply for 1 day. So makes me feel I’m a bad mother.
This is my 3rd child and I have exclusively breastfeed my 2 oldest until 2years old each! So I kind of know what I am doing but it’s just mentally that I feel so sad about all this pressure. And the pregnancy didn’t went well as I had 2 complications in a row which leased to the early c section. Then baby at intensive care because of jaundice and because tiny baby...I just can’t stop crying 😢